here are tw0 cheap tickets for this scene. <3

Broken mirror, sheltered girl.

2005-12-22T17:02:00.000-05:00

All i see is me. Alone standin in the middle of nowhere. Like a lost child. Searching for her family. No one cares. Like a broken mirror. All she's left with is a piece of her to find the other pieces of her. She's still searching for that little pieces. All the little pieces falling, shatter.Shards of her, too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter, but big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. It hurts so much. She screams but no one could hear her. She tried to hide it away with her imperfect smile. Looking into the mirror, a little sheltered girl is all she sees. All alone at night, sitting on her bed. Looking at her mom's pic. She hopes her mom can hear her. All she heard was her own voice talking. She can never bring her back. No one to hug her, kiss her good night, comb her hair..etc. The good ol' memories of she and her mom is her lullaby. She misses her so much, she looked thru the whole dictionary.. Nothing could explains how she feels inside. No christmas for her. Every year. It's the same. Everyday she goes on with the sharp little pieces of a broken mirror cut into her.

Romeo & Juliet

2005-10-17T18:20:00.000-04:00

Moved to cali. Transfered school. Ughh!! I still luving eu. Eu know who eu are. I luv eu so much. Our love was like Romeo & Juliet's, it ended tragically. Even tho there's someone else in my heart now, i still love eu and care for eu. Days may past. But memories last. Eu'll never find another me sweetie.

Dear friend...you are so precious... :'(

2005-09-23T07:16:00.000-04:00

Ooh tiger..u are so precious...i so can't get over u forever...i saw tiger in my dreams...:'( it hurts me alot....i just want it to be real but it was just a dream.. he told me that he's gonna be alright and told me to take care of myself and his sister too..he told me not to worry....he told me not to cry and that he'll be okie..he's on his way to wherever he's goin..and then he had to go...i cried....and cried....and when i opened my eyes, i was really crying....and i could feel his presence in my room...that smell of him that i'll alwaes remember... :'( and i swear to god i saw his shadow or something in his room @ his house.. :( why does god take u away from me...:( i just couldnt live without u..all those laughters and tears we had together....i could still remember all those time we had together......if only i could turn back time and save u in time..:(

Tiger :'(

2005-09-19T09:24:00.000-04:00

R.I.P Micheal V. Morries

a.k.a

Tiger

12.20.88-09.18.05

I dont really feel like creating a post...:( i can't believe i had lost 2 of my closest frens in a year...*sobs* it's your sis who called me crying on the phone telling me that...tiger was gone....only god knows how i felt when i heard that......................i feel like this world is against me or something....why do u have to take him away from me!!!!!!!! why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!tiger...i didnt imagined that u would do such things.....i dont blame u tiger...i know......once u ever told me "bleed this love alive"....god i never thought of anything when u said that but i just thought it was strange......i cant believe ur gone so fast.......it's been a long time since we met since u moved to greenwich on the phone we were talking for hours on the 11 of sept..that was the last time i will ever hear your voice... :'( i didnt know.......you sounded really happy talking bout that girl u really like in your school.....i was really happy for u.....for once i thought that everything in your life is in control.....but u never told me......deep inside your not "happy"........i should've asked!!!i should've know!!!!!!!!!this is alll my fault!!!!!!!!!! maybe if i asked u, u'll be alright!!!!! and we can still hangout and kick it like we used to do when u were back here!!!!!!i've known u since like we were toddlers and u were alwaes there for me..i am sorry i put u all throw all of my difficulties on you i didnt know i shouldn't have not done that!....remember when we used to sing "it's been awhile from staind"??? we sang at the top of of our voices.. :( i would list all those fun stuff we did together but i think that it won't have enough space tiger and....i thought u're gonna be a doctor when we get older....i still remember we used to play doctors when we were 3.. :) you're gone now... :( but i know ur in a better place and im glad that all your miseries and depressions are gone...i will go to your funeral tiger..dont worry...i'll be there like i alwaes did :) i wanna see u one last time even if it hurts alot...i admit.....knowing that u are really gone...it really broke my heart now....im gonna cry...... :'(

Omg this is sooo true!!

2005-09-16T19:06:00.000-04:00

The rich boy and gentleman
Why he likes you: Youre girlish charm
and he thinks youre the attractive.
How he shows his affection: He always hugs
you as if he would lose you and buys you
everything and anything you want.
His saying: You are a beautiful gem
and Im glad you wanted to be mine.
What is a normal date: Going to the
finest restaurant.
How do you know he loves you: He calls
you just to hear your voice. He knows
somethings wrong before you say anything . He
give you a ring that said I love you and
said love can go on with out saying
What he does when youre sad: Kisses
your forehead and listens to your story.
How does he kiss you: Lets just say
WOW

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ups and downs

2005-09-14T05:15:00.000-04:00

Loadsa stuff happened those few days i was away from my computer....Good stuff..Bad stuff u name it....I'm soo down right now even before..I couldnt get to sleep thinking bout that matter....and i dont wanna talk bout it now....Let's see what did i do last weekend..Whey..i went to my highschool's party....it's pretty rad and fun....here's a snap of me, leni and derek..

I am so sad..

2005-09-08T18:34:00.000-04:00

Today i dont know why mickey ignored me and he doesnt talked to me at all..He looked like sort of angry or something....Oh plzzz dont do this to me....Did i do anything wrong??????????Did i said something wrong???????I need an explanations why!!!!! Whatever ppl tell u...that rumours.....they arent true!! u could ask vee, jess or desii!! Im so fucken confused!!!!!!!!

Just between me and u, boy.

2005-09-07T15:25:00.000-04:00

Yesterday i had dinner at scott's house. Aaaw he was so sweet he bought me this small heart shaped cake as a dessert. Hehe thanks scottie :D Well after dinner we sat at his couch which btw if you're wondering where the hell was his family. Scottie's living in new york alone and his family is in California. Okie so we sat at on the couch outside his balcony u know outdoor thingy........Um and then he held both of my hands and i could felt his hands were sweating...Lol!! I frickin know that if his hands were sweating means that he's nervous...Aaaaawww....I was like are u nervous or something cuz ur hands are sweating? He was like yeah...He started confessing to me......He brought me to tears. I was speechless dont know what to say to him.....I wouldnt wanna hurt him :'( ...The stereo was playing best of me song from the starting line...Starting to get soooo feeling..U know........I could see the stars shining soooo bright....Well i don't kiss and tell sometimes...So im not gonna write it down here whatever happened yesterday just happens..But the memories will alwaes be kept in a special part in me.. :) Don't ever stop walking me home, eating lunch with me, hang out with me, bring me along to the beach and other stuff that we alwaes do together...You're still apart of me scottie and i wont ever changed that 143.

p.s i hope i didnt really hurt u...

Oooh phuck im so embarrassed!!!!!!

2005-09-06T16:59:00.000-04:00

Today was the most embarrassing day of my life!!!But i kinda laugh bout it when i think bout happened just now in school hahaa!I stopped by my locker to load my books. I was butt dancing along the song we be burnin by sean paul and the next song is follow me by jamie lynn spears..I know that the hallway was empty!! So i sing along with the song which goes something like this..
Are u ready?Oh..I know u see me standing here. Do i look good my dear? Do i look good today?Oooh, ooh. I'm just another kind of girl, and you want to see my world. So come and ride away..Yeah, yeah..If you wanna play Come and play today. Let's just get away (yeah) I will make you see. All of the things that you can be. Believe in yourself and follow me.....
Back into the real world roxanna!! I heard a knock on the locker beside me and i turn....!! Omfg! It was tyler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I switch off the ipod and i could felt my cheeks were burning red! He was like i saw u dance..and heard u singing *winks*...Goshh i could felt the burning on my cheeks!!Then he said, yeah u look good today my dear... What do u wanna play today my dear?? *winks*... Jesus he heard my fucking singing!!!!!!!!!!!I just giggle and said im gonna be late for class...lol before i could walk away he..kinda pull my hands and sorta give me a
quick kiss..jesus..i didnt know it was coming i swear...lol then he walked me to my class..hehe...after school i didnt went home wit him cuz he had a football practise..so i went home with tyler..and im gonna go over to his house tonight yeah just between us..cuz i gotta talk to him bout something u know..he's gonna pick me up and we're gonna walk to his apartment btw lol...yeah that's about it and i still cant forget bout what happened today!!

I love taking quizzes!! ^_^

2005-09-05T17:50:00.000-04:00

Girly

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You are a protector.
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the righteous things, get the bad guys and do
it all legally. But just because you don't kill
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what you do. You use your brain and your
strenght to do honourable deeds and protect
people you know and love. If an evil guy is
going to take over the world soon, it's you who
will get involved. You hate watching innocents
suffer, and love seeing bad people getting what
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Main weapon: Anything at all
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You chose blue eyes.
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Back to school!!

2005-09-05T16:23:00.000-04:00

What a fun day today in school!! I changed locker with this weird looking girl cuz her locker is beside Vee's locker hehe...And she looked at me so strangely like as if no one ever talk to her in her life before lol. But she agreed and i just smiled at her and said thanks hehe....I had lunch together with vee,jess,scott & mickey...Poor desii she dont even had 1 class with us..Scott walked with me to all my classes :) how sweet of him..And as we were walking to our 3rd period i saw tyler and he smiled and asked me if he could send me home after school..Scott being a nice guy said he will wait for me in class as he didnt wanna interupt me and tyler..(thanks scott) anywaes yeah after the last period tyler was already waiting for me at my locker....and vee saw me and tyler!! oooh what an interuption :P hahaha joking! sorry vee i didnt went home with u! anywae mickey drove u home right! and i wonder where scott went to? havent seen him after school..oh well..tyler drove me home and sent me to the door which i told him that he dont have to..but he insisted lol...my brotha saw tyler at the door and he was like who are u? are u my sister's boyfriend?? lol tyler was shy..i said to my brotha that he was the one who i went to the formal with..and he was like ooohhh and intro himself and then went to back inside lol..tyler told me that me brotha looked fierce haha..ur so cute tyler :) and then tyler gave a lil kiss on my cheek and said he'll gonna call me later :) hehehe..okie that's all for today im gonna call scott to ask if he's okie...

I have tried........

2005-09-04T00:15:00.000-04:00

All that i've tried fails....I tried to call on scott's cellphone. But he didnt picked up for like the 10x im calling..omg!! i tried to call his home telephone but his lil brotha said that he's not home? is that true or issit just an act to avoid me? i went to HIS house (it's like a few blocks away from mine) and he wasnt there but i know his inside hiding cuz i asked the elevator guy he said scott havent come out since he came back from buying something at the mart or sommet....dude stop avoiding me! u gotta face it somehow this way or the other..! i wanna talk to u scott if ur reading this cuz i know ur gonna cuz u alwaes do...i miss the old scottie.....where are u scott call me or if u wanna come by my house! that's what u love right scott? i like the presence of u here too :( i just wanna talk to u for the one whole day and no one's gonna stop us! not even my brotha! im gonna kick ryan out for that one whole day!! then it will just be between me and u, scott...we can do anything we like! we can watch that movie we like psycho... and i'll freaked out when it comes to the scary part and u'll be there to hold me and said "it's okie im here with u" like u alwaes say when im down or just in times like this (watching horror movies) im missing all the stuff we used to do scott...remember we went to the starbucks and we took this pic of our drinks with the camera on ur cellphone and u said u gonna look at it everytime so that the memories with me and u are still fresh in your mind.. and i thought how sweet u were..we had the whole day to ourself! and remember when i was playing with the straw and i spilled that drink on ur crotch!! hahahahhaha!!!!! i wasss soooooooooooooooo embarrased and u were too!! LMFAO!! oh myy lol!! omg thinking bout these makes me wanna cry...we've been thru soo much and now u've disappeared like that??? i wanna talk to u..i have so much to say.....no it's not about tyler nor mickey or whoever....i wanna talk bout us...

Oooh so sweet of him..

2005-09-03T18:32:00.000-04:00

Tyler wrote for me this..
You're standing there alone,
and so am i.
But i want u here,
by my side.
Your smile at me
is everything.
The staring game.
That song of love.

I look you in the eyes
I try to read your thoughts
I ask u to go with me
to a far off place.

U and me dancing the night away,
u can feel my heart beating so hard.
We look eye to eye,
and im swept away.
On the moonlit walk on the beach
watching the sunrise for the first time.
I'm in a trance.
From the one last slow dance..

yes i know!! he is soo sweet...he blow me away by reading that poetry of his while we we're out having lunch..im so touch i was gonna cry omg..and he told me he wrote that immediatly he got home...how sweet and didnt i mentioned we got home it was already late! and no we didnt walk on the beach but we did walked under the moonlit..and watch the stars not sunset..lol he said it would sounded better by that walk on the beach and alll...it was so cute how he put it like that lol..do u think im falling for him?

September 1st....

2005-09-02T14:30:00.000-04:00

I was so friggen nervous yesterday!! But now i just got off the phone with tyler :) ...Yesterday was one hell of a night. Well Tyler just arrived in time after a second the hair stylist had done my hair hehe. I came down by the elevator and saw Tyler standing there and he walked towards me and took my hand. We walked into the limo..When we're inside he was like i've got something for u and he took out a small box from his pocket which looks like a gift box...i told me to open it up..and gosh was i really surprised! it's a bracelet from tiffany's & co !! fucken shyte i've seen that bracelet before the other day when me and vee went to tiffany's !! and i thought it was really gorgeous and the price is around $6, 200++ ! and now someone is giving it to me free of charge and i've only know him for like what? a day?? not even half of the day and he's giving it to me? dude he must be insane lol. i refused to take it but he went like plz take this as a symbol of our friendship but it was not what exactly he said..i couldnt really remember what he said but he put the words soo nicely that i forgotten what it was! LoL. Okie so i accepted his gift :) and he put the bracelet on my wrist and i thought wow this guy must really be insane..lol and yeah throughout the long journey we talked bout stuff we like and all...i asked him why is he always sooo quiet in school and he said he's a kinda shy guy lol how cute..he told me how he carefully planned to ask me on a date...i thought it was really sweet of him...welsh we arrived there and vee and all my buddies were already there. i talked to vee for a moment while tyler went to take sommet to drink. Vee saw the bling bling
on my wrist and she was like u asshole u bought this and u didnt bring me along!!!! and i was like sssshhh not so loud! i told her that tyler was the one who gave it to me as a gift and she was like omg i want himmmmm!! lol wtf! he's my date!! I looked for scott around but he was nowhere to be seen oh well i thought it was his usual stuff to disappear at a crowded place then appear backk..but this time he didnt appeared..i saw mickey and mickey to me that scott doesnt wanna attend cuz he couldnt bare see me with tyler..aaaww dude it's just a date..well....soooonn the last dance arrived...and of course tyler took the first dance with me and the last dance with me!the last dance was really funny lol for me tho..yeah as i was waaaaay shorter than him, he laughed at me and told me to take off my shoes and stand on his feets and he will guide the dance so i dont have to move a muscle..lol as it was a slow dance..i lean my head against his chest i might say, and as the night grew..i fell asleep on his chest lol!!!! and awoken by a kiss on my forehead of course it was him who kissed me..lol i smiled and look up and he said " sleeping beauty is finally awaken by the one..." he stopped there i was hoping for more cuz he really put words more than words like receiting a poem of sommet lol..well i said goodbye to my biatches and tyler carried me to the limo and for once i felt like a real princess.. (dream on roxy..)well in the limo i couldnt help it..it was already 1 am and i fell asleep on his shoulder but he moved my head to his lap..it felt like cushions so i slept peacefully there :D thank u tyler lol. the limo stopped outside my apartment building and tyler sent me upstairs and he sent me to my door..and kiss me goodnite and said thanks for the amazing nite princess...lol aaw i could felt the burning on my cheeks!! well here's a pic of me and him..
shuddup i know im short!i know he's really tall!

Dinner out plz!

2005-09-01T06:05:00.000-04:00

Yep we went out for dinner yesterday.. It was alot of fun like most of the times we had haha he made me flippin laugh like all the time!!Love my friends loads... :D while waiting for our food we did crap stuff lmao!!! Well after all the fun me and vee had to go picked up ryan..hehe i missed him soo much and soory jess i didnt bring u along cuz when i rang ur phone,ur bro said ur already asleep?? wtf girl it's just like 11pm and ur already hit da sack!! lmao!!! and aahh vee triple x! hahaha love u guys alot! <3 alright i think im gonna make some breakfast lol and im more excited than u know vee lol :D !!
our noses are soo shiny!

Same old stuff.. ^_^

2005-08-31T10:23:00.000-04:00

Went out yesterday meet up with those jerks..lol fuck yall!!! dont trash my place plzz :( after playing footie we picked up vee which mickey was the one who drove..and went to long island beach which was like 15 mins drive hehe... i didnt noticed that i sat beside scott!! fuck! vee was laughing at me!! uuuu biatch! im gonna spank ur arse!! :( so me and scott talked hmm..lol and once agen he put his arms around me and vee was sing the " k-i-s-s-i-n-g" song!! :( aaaww so much for a best fren!! haaalllp meee!i closed my eyes so that i wouldnt have to talk to scott..they thought i was napping.. lol and mickey said dude get cha hands off mah gal (with that kinda accent he got from his dad lol) i wanna to laugh but i just kept my eyes shut..and yeah we had fun there i took pics with mickey & scott was jealous i think he saw it he just walked away aaaww im so sorry..
aaaawww me and mickey
haha vee sent me this pic which i dont remeer taking.. :P wwhhyy does everyone decides to smile but i ended up with the gayest face ever! :( lol veee stop laughing at me!

Street fight!

2005-08-30T09:11:00.000-04:00

Yesterday there was a street fight..again........but this time i was walking to central park from my apartment to watch the guys play football [ i have nothing better to do ] and i saw it there infront of my eyes haha.. the other time when i used to see street fights i would shouted at them and hide hahaha. Now i guess i was too tiny.. I look at them and they looked back i was so terrified.. I went back up my apartment, i didnt know what to do..I called Mickey to pick me up by my apartment. He reached at my apartment when i was about to come out form my house and said " Can i get a drink of water plz? And do u have something to eat im starving.." I laughed at him and gave him something to drink and eat. After that he was slacking at my place i swear to god i would kick his butt off and go to the central park to meet the other but i just cant he look soooo innocent [yeah right] lol..Nate called and said they are coming over since they are done with playing football..Soon there were Nate, david, scott & john crashed my place.. They dig all the food and drinks out of my fridge.. Haha insane peeps. And yeah we watched a movie called psycho. I was sitting in the middle of scott and john. But john was fast asleep..Scott was concentrating real hard or i thought he was..I felt his hands around my shoulders oh well..I look at his face he was really concentrating lmao..Well the other guys were using my laptop in my room..Scott popped out a question " Why did ya decided to go on a date with tyler? why not me?" I didnt know what to say.. Bu t words came out from my mouth saying dude ure like my best fren??He looked at me and grabbed my face so hard and said "Roxy!! Loook into my eyes cant u see im more than just "best fren" like u say it?" I was speechless i wish john would woke up but on the other hand i wanted to cry cuz my face hurts!!! Stuupid scottie!!I told him plz let go of my face and i will explain.. But i woke john up hahah! Thank goodness..Scott made a "why did u wake him up" face to me..I just shrugged and said im gonna go to bed...And no i didnt slept with any of them..They all slept in my bro's room or i guess in the living room..And im gonna stop here for now...lol
Yeappp that's me and scottie alright haha..

Missin the olden days..

2005-08-28T08:33:00.000-04:00

Aaaaww arent we are cuties...hehe that's jess,lexxa & meeeee
took this pic after school..

2005-08-28T06:40:00.000-04:00

Omg as i were looking thru lex's digicam i saw my pic with justin! Dude it was like ages ago when i was back in ny!! Omg..She still keeps it..Hahaha just for memories if im dead i want this published too..We were havin our holiday at cali...
It's all in the past...

Back in New York baby!!!!!

2005-08-27T03:05:00.000-04:00

Guess who's back back back back again!! Roxy's back back back tell a friend!! Woooo!! Im back everyone!! Yeah canada was fun!!Mom's house was totally different! My room...Last time when my mom just moved here my room was like soo empty.. And now woooow hot pink walls just like what i wanted! I have a walk in wardrobe hahaha. And my mom made me a gorgeous dress!! Thanks mommy. Hahaha and yeah cant wait for the formal..!! We're gonna shop till we drop biatches!!!! Wooohoo!! So yeah just when i thought i wont be having a "date" for the formal....I just received 3 dates...Scott, Levi & Tyler. Haaaa i cant make up my mind!!!!!! Well scott asked me on a date over the aim..Levi well he rang me up.... And Tyler...he was the sweetest one and not to mention he was the quietest guy...We never really talk in school unless it's like smiling..well when i went back to school..I saw a note on my locker it said "After school, a limo will pick you up." and i was like wtf!! i thought it was my brother or sommet cuz he havent got back here yet...heck yeah there was a limo waiting for me outside..I asked the driver where was he taking me and he was like it's a secret! All the journey i was thinking bout what will happened if im kidnapped lol!! [alto it was a 15 min drive] when the door opened...wooo saw this huge house and i got out wondering who's izzit..I saw trails of flowers on the walk way so i followed and it leads to the backyard?! I was soo confused!! And then i saw loadsa light up little small pink candles [my fave colour] that spells out "Will you be my date?" And this familiar guy walked out from behind a tree holding a a dozens of long pink roses!! Omg it was Tyler I was sooooo touched that i cried..Hahahaha and i accepted it out of all duh LoL!! Well then i told scoot and levi which both are like my frens! that im sorry they ended up with my besties hahaha! Im soo glad.. The End xoxoxo

Pressure!!

2005-08-19T21:34:00.000-04:00

Sweeeeet Jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chrissy just told me over the AIM that there's gonna be a flippin formal!!!!!!!! WTF!!! Am i gonna miss that out?!?! Hell flippin nooooo!! It's gonna be MY formal!! Mwahahah [wow im evil!]
Me and my biatches gonna take over the formal!! Wooo!Aint gonna deny that morons! LoL!!! But the frickin problem is that...this coming sunday imma gonna be on a flight to Canada! To my mum's...to give her my designs for sarah's wedding & to plan her wedding my mom! She's a big help! Duh..And im gonna be staying over there for about 20 days...no just kidding! For about a week or so i think..fug......and that formal in baruch high gonna be on the 1st of september....Shtye....What a fuggin clash!! I dont think i could make it!! WTF!!!

It's been...

2005-08-18T11:35:00.000-04:00

Im back!!! It's been like a few days.. Been busy u know stuff hehe. My cuzzin Sarah and her whole family came by my house in italy the other day! I didnt know that they were coming, it was around 12 noon and i was still in my pjs heheh omg i looked horrible!! Okie sooo the reason why they came here to ask me to plan Sarah's wedding with her highschool sweetheart. I was like, " Whaa!?? Oh my god!! U never told me ur getting married......!" And she was like "I was gonna make it a surprise!" Okie soo yeah i was surprised of course duh.. Then i brought her to my room and she goes, "Foooccckk ur room are soo huge!!" Hahahaha.. And we sat on the bed talking bout stuff. I never knew that i missed her soo much! So then Ryan & Danny came into my room to hang out with us. It was soo much fun! By nighttime we were like getting hungry as the parents had gone out to some place..Soo we decided to eat dinner at the most famous restaurant it's called La Fraschetta. After that me & ryan decided to bring them to the Piazza Navona for some sightseeing lol...Me & Sarah being a good christians go to this Church of Sant Angese (i think that's what it's called). After all the fun...We went back home..
As we were laying on my bed, Sarah & I was already planning her wedding.. She wants it to be dramatic yet romantic lol. And the first thing that came on my mind was the Crystal Plaza! Woohoo and she agreed. It's the puuuuurrrrfect place!! So yeah....im gonna tell in details after the wedding yeh hehe..

2005-08-15T17:00:00.000-04:00

Today....went to the supermarket with ryan and the worst thing happened! We saw that 3 guys who tried to "molest" me in a club.Now we're not talking bout the average size guys. They are like alot bigger than my brother and me!! Omg like giants lol [not really]! Well, my bro was like going after them and I shouted at him not to & that perverts heard me and turned to OUR direction! I was soooo scared I looked away and my bro told me to wait for him in the car but i refused cuz he was ALONE!!I started to pull at his shirt to tell him to leave them alone.. He insisted at first but gave up and went to pay all the stuff we bought haha omg that was close..
p.s I have a real life online boyfriend! Woohoo! His name is Andy. He's such a nice & a great guy. Loves him <333

n00b

2005-08-13T22:44:00.000-04:00

Finally..I've decided to make a flippin blog... Haha I am a lazy bum :P I just couldnt keep track of my life like in an online journal cuz it's just not soo right..Like everyone can read it.. So not much of personal stuff would be posted here unless I'm daring enough to do so yeh. LoL anyways enough of my craps. And let's move on with change of the skins/layouts whatever u wanna it to be. TTYL